So, I will not make this post about a girl I am crazy about. I think I have made enough of those, and I dont think you want to hear me rant about a girl that I am mad about. Just a side note before I get into the real topic of this post, I am thinking about her constantly, and I can't seem to get over her. Enough said.
I am losing weight. It is an interesting thing for me, because I have never been to that point on my life when I had weight to loose. I have always been the extremely skinny kid, and could eat as much as I wanted and couldn't gain a pound. Things have changed, and now my body has decided that it needs to hold onto pounds that I don't need.
So, before I get too far behind, I have decided to jump on the health wagon and get my physical health under control. I don't think I am fat, but I do feel that I have room to improve, and so why not now?
I have lost about 20 pounds in the last 6 months, and the weight is still coming off. But I am not satisfied with the weight loss, I need to build muscle. I dont want to be freakishly huge, but I would like to fill in a little.
This is something that I feel is very good for me. I am a very distracted person, and I get my mind hooked on "unhealthy" things. I day dream, and I get my emotions all crazy. Watching what I eat and how I exercise is distracting enough, and I am finding myself not only distracted but focused. I am finding out that I am not going to get everything I want in life, but I do know that I can control some things about my life, and my health is one of them.
So, I'll take the healthy door.
